HeyHey,
It's been a while since i blogged. Well, when most of the rest would be spending their holidays running up and down in GSS spree, I'm laying back, bathing, feeding and sleeping with dogs. Playing a little of games, rollerblading with my new k2 skates, going for vocal lessons and probably chasing a little of FIFA 2010 matches.
Well, today's topic isn't about what i did during my holidays, but it's about "Paparazzi & Critics".
Superstars, Soccer Stars , Paparazzi & Critics.
Not everyone is aware of how they work. It's an eye opener. I used to dream of being a paparazzi when i was about 12, well, i thought it will be great that i can stalk super hot celebrities, see what they wear or maybe some nasty secrets from them. But my views changed when i see horrible things happening to celebrities when paparazzi posted some crap into papers. We've seen recent headlines like the disturbing, "JJ Lin Have A Secret Bombshell Taiwanese Girlfriend" and "England's Coach, Fa-B-Gone".
It's irritating like, i don't see any fault in Fabio, com'on its a tiring match, and i'm sure everyone have seen that "ko-teh" ref, did a MAJOR mistake in not counting ONE particular AWESOME goal. =.= It's really very "KOK-EYE" of him. Anyway i was infront of the screen when that happens. Irritating. I mean, England could have won with that one goal, just one will set them 2-2 and make them wanna score more. Dam the ref LOL!
& the JJ Lin post, is really irritating to fans. Sorry, i'm just a causal liker, i don't go GAGA, cos celebs end up making people feel even more sad at the end. I can really imagine fans gathering at the girl's door and probably owning her when she comes out of the house. LOlx hey, who cares about bombshells, they want JJ LOL!
Well, paparazzi can really be a nasty pin to your butt. I'm just glad i'm not gonna be a paparazzi, i'm gonna be something even better! I'm not really planning for any super hot career ladder. Even if im behide the scenes, ill be happy. I just wanna direct an awesome movie or music video for a celebrity. Hopefully get to shake their hands or have dinner one day LOL! Hey it's better than being a paparazzi stalking the crap out of them. Go out dinner with celebs is like they respect you man HAHA!
Kay enuff of celebs, dreams and crashing dreams. I didn't wanted to be a paparazzi but i would wanna try being a opened critic someday. Well, don't be nasty critic. Be honest, frank and give a solution. :D Be a GOOD Critic. Haha! K so critic isn't the best. LOL! I wanna be a Director of an MV! Yeah! Maybe i should open a MV studio in Taiwan haha! Then any celebs that wants to make a good artistic and eye opening MV can come to me LOL! XD Too many dreams and goals to fulfill hahaha! Kns.
Lately, there's nothing much on my mind. Been quite peaceful. Okay now before i end, here is the top 5 craziest thing that i did during this holidays!
1) Ate a dog biscuit * Mmm tastes like biscuit!*
2) Tried alot of chinchow dessert drink. * there's like 5 of them*
3) When MIA for some time
4) Slept beside Dog's butt *facing directly at it*
5) Downloaded TF2 on cous's lappie for about 6hrs and didn't manage to play a smooth game so quit after 8mins of gametime. BooHoo.
K so i'm signing off, CHAO! :D StarDusties~
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Hmm have you ever experience a change in people? Well i have. Every year, I'll see people i know, change. Be it good, bad or just ignorant. It's sad that people will not recognize you anymore.Or the worse don't acknowledge your present. Mmm saddening. But i'm sure there is a reason to it all.
Anyway, today is my off day. Spent my day resting at home, then after dinner went for rollerblading. Found out that my stamina is not really maintained well. I was also testing if i can do a solo marathon to Queenstown from my place. I think it'll take me about 3-4 hrs journey. Mmm~ Life certainly is boring at times. But who would have known that my life is just about to start. D: I'm excited yet still afraid. But I'll still have Faith that everything will be okay. :D
Hmm~ I wondering about some stuff. They're not really bugging me, But still. :D I feel like going somewhere. Something's on my shoulder weighing heavy but i don't know what it is. LOL! Haha!
K anyway, i think after i bathe, i'm gonna start studying for my test tommorow. Maybe burning the night oil. I hope i get CIE by myself. LOlx! I don't think it'll be that hard haha! Okay~ 9 Chapters Here i come!! :DDDD
Smelly From Sweat, StarDustie.
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It's unusual for me to blog at this hour, so early and what more on a weekday. XD K nope my holiday isn't here yet but, i was informed of my lesson cancellation so i have the day off. :D HEHE!
K so i guess everyone have hear of some news on the tv about Church stuff. Mmm, i don't really have much to comment on, after i read blogs about bad experiences and some facebook pages of hatred. Seriously, if you are a Christian, why the heck are you demeaning your own fellow Christians from other churches?
You see, many don't really get this in their head at times, Every single church, be it good or bad, it's still a church. As long as the believers in the church believes in Christ, they are all the Christians. I don't get how they can blog & blog , twitter & FB-ing shooting biblical verses at each other, rebuking one another. It's like war with your own kind. Hello? By doing this, you're not helping, you're tearing the good name of God. For that i seriously pray that God will bless you knowledge.
There's lots of topics and blah blah & i saw some other religion believer commenting too. I'm of course a little disturb at certain things they comment, but i'm gonna skip those. Okay if you're from other religious groups, try not to demean also cause, dude, what are you different if you demean? Do you get rewards for it, make yourself prouder or you think that yea that's the right thing? If you don't get the concept of God. Then seriously, go read your books, histories or ask someone wiser. I'm not upset or anything, i'm being fair here.
During times like this, both parties should just keep quiet. Cos' this is not an award giving race or some contest to see who have more faith. Pfft, it's not like you'll get 10million if you win this debate. Not like you'll be superman if you win.
Everyone have wrongs, we are all sinful in our own way, nobody is clean from everything k? :D So bless those who are involved, probably settle it fast & clear that stage. Hope all is well.
I still have many friends in there & my memories too, so i was quite sad to see those headlines. Besides, i was one of them years back, the last thing i want to see is smth horrible happening. So God bless them please~ :D Amen!
Keep the Faith in God~
Kay, so afew days back there was this two ladies which i think is Korean, i don't really know so one of them came up to me & asked me to do a survey. I was quite shocked at the questions given, and the super limited MCQ answers given. The first few questions is okay until the 3 or 4 question i remarked, "Wah, this is a trick question.". Then the lady looked at me and was kinda paranoid a little. Anyway, after i did the survey she asked, "Do you know there is a Male & Female God?", I was like " What?!". " Okay, you see, there is Father God,so there is Mother God."she said. " Are you talking about Mother Mary?" i asked. " NoNo, do you read the bible?" she answered a little pissed. I seriously stunned a little. " Okay, You see there is Mother God." she insisted. Her spoken English was terrible, i didn't know what the heck she was saying, and she tries to convenience me that there is MOTHER GOD?! She show me a verse going like this, " The Lord and the Bride...". She kept telling me "the bride" in the verse means there is Mother God somewhere.
Kay 1st off, i do not believe there is Mother God. One, i believe in God, His Only Son Jesus and the Holy Spirit. There is no Mother God in my dictionary in my brain. I was literally pissed off after a few minutes into conversation with her. Well, i was just being nice so i did the survey, and i was really listening to what she says for the 1st few minutes in the conversation until she told me one line, " You don't read bible?" and "There is Mother God". =.= i was kinda piss,sorry. Anyway, that lady got pissed at me too, i can see she's irritated by my "Huh?". As you know when i'm totally pissed or not interested in certain conversations, my hearing totally goes off. :D That's my Pro & super power. LOL! the ability to Off my hearing and stream my focus to my mind, thought and imaginations of me watching tv relaxing. Lolx okay back to topic. She gave me a pamphlet in the end, i opened it and read the 1st word i see, " Passover". If i didn't forget, nobody really does the passover this days. Then i flip to the back & to my HORRIBLE discovery. Writtin in grey bold, " Come to the passover... ... AND BE SAVED FROM THE DISASTERS OF THE WORLD!" something likdat.
I was like OH MY CHICKENS! WTH?! How the heck can you be saved from that? Hello, in the first place is you see Noah's ark, He, his family & a bunch of animals are the ONLY ones that got saved from the flood that God sent to wipe out the world. What makes you think you are like Noah? You are NO WHERE near. Unless you are like Abraham. Which God called him as His Friend. Hello, i don't think you're like Abraham. Anyway, even if the world ends, what makes you so special to be the last one to stay on earth? You superman ar? piangs, super jialat leh... It was really an insult to me, to let me read that pamphlet. It was printed with verses, i respect the bible alot. But i really can't stand people, misinterpreting the bible verses and preach utter rubbish to people. People who are new to bibles will have a big misunderstanding from it. God bless those who printed & preach wrong stuff, Amen.
I admit, i have sin ALOT. So somehow if God were to wipe the earth, i would be in the Clear list LOLx! But i'll still have Faith in God believe that God is fair, Just & Awesome! :D Besides, i think God really spared me, a sinner if He were to drown me instead of Burning me in fire. Spare me the pain man... So i think it's really merciful already. Somehow everyone will leave the world, in their different ways. So yup! Do you dare say you don't deserve to die because you are 100% completely GOOD? Haha! Cannot right? Ya lor... BUT! God is a gracefully God. So i don't think he'll wipe us out. Well, not yet...actually i Dunno, but it's up to God to decide all this, who to spare & who not to spare. It's called the final Judgment. I've been told that even after you die, God will ask you one more time, do you believe in Him? So if that's the case, doesn't really matter if the world ends tomorrow. :D So much for world ending, if it ends so be it, the world is like a human, born; live; age; die, so yup that should state the final days of the earth & soon, it's DONG DONG CHIANG! PoR PoR POR *trumpet sounds*. LaaLaaLaa!~
K guys, God Bless everyone. FYI i'm not against anyone, so relax ar!
Blessing, StarDustie.
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Today is 败犬女王's final episode. Well, actually this show is aired in 2008, then re-broadcast this year. Mmm, i watched the drama but left some episodes out.
Basically this drama is about a guy falling in love with a woman, 8 years older than him. But because of many many things that happen in between, the woman lived alone & found happiness in being alone. Only until the last 10 episodes did they got together. But the ending, isn't really what i expected, i thought they would have gotten married. Then i realized that, the scriptwriter wants to focus more on the title rather than people's expectation. So the drama ended in an open-ending. D: Haha! i think it's quite interesting. FYI, cause i just remembered that some readers don't read Chinese, Kay, 败犬女王, Bai Quan Nu Wang, okay so Bai Quan is actually a Japanese term used on Woman above 30 years of age and not married. Nu Wang means Queen. So 败犬女王 means a 30 year old unmarried Queen. :D How i got this info? Kindly copy 败犬 & search in google for the meaning. :D
Mmm, today on the bus to school, as usual i pop in my mp3 player & listen to songs, look out of the window & found peace. :D I look up at the vast blue sky as the morning sunshine shone upon my face and warm up my body. Such warm & gentle feeling. Somehow, i manage to smile for that moment & feel so light. God really did remove all my pressure & troubles. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah! XD
Kay so anyway i went to class, listen to theory & blah Blah... then after that took a test.Thought it would be a struggle but turned out to be quite easy so yup. Mmm, cause i was generally alittle not feeling so well today, lack sleep & i think i caught the "cold" fever again, so as i was doing my project, i was exposed to a frequency emission & gone nausea. D: well, i was exposed to that emission for about 10 mins, then i started to feel queasy. So i try to avoid the sound from certain angles but failed. Then my kind classmate finally offed it. The aftermath? I was queasy all the way home & i took some rest after i had my dinner. Slept for an hour or so then woke up... felt much better but i can feel the "cold" fever running in my body systems. D: Sucked badly. I hate the feeling of getting a random fever. But i'm sure it'll be a passing feeling! XDD Have Faith! HEHE!
Everyone's sick this season, My bro just recovered from fever, cous recovered from throat infection. Then now my mum's down with throat infection & wayne's down with cough & cold. D: Mmm, everyone sick, bless them! :D HEHE! GOD BLESS & HEAL THEM! Yay!
Get well soon uh, kay? :D HEHE
Blessing Everyone, StarDustie.
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HEYHEY!
Happy 100th Clicks! Its my 1st time putting a counter & gets 100 clicks. Haha, interesting. Anyway, after a few calculating, around 5 people would visit my blog. :D
Now, i'm glad i'm not blogging to air HAHA!
Today, i had lunch with some Malay classies. Mainly 5 guys, Din,Mus,Rais,Kim & Ran. Haha 1st time eating with them,abit funny, well i don't really know what they say in Malay but they are funny at times. So after that went class & blah Blah. :D
So yes, as many of you know i have some issues earlier on in school. Well it almost ended. But since the alot of my classies, didn't know what happen, they started to ask. Because it seems like it started of from another topic, they thought that i was angry for no reason. But the fact is, it started way before that. So yup, please don't misunderstand. End of story. LALALA.
KK so Fred, didn't do the "talk" to me today, like he did on thurs. I think he knows that i don't really want to entertain him anymore. I pray he stop, if he don't then don't blame me if i dunno what i do liao. :D
You see, sometimes being the good person,i gets accused, even if i'm the bad also kena. So tell me, should i just walk my path & ignore hypocrites? See, there's a prob with me at times, i don't really explain & clear my mess. That's me, i don't know why either, so people always take me as a BAD person. But only after awhile when they experience the same thing, then they know that actually i'm not the BAD one. Pfft. So i save my energy for that.
So life isn't so smooth now, i see those who practically hates me, likes me & those who seriously just try to take sides. Hmm, why is there so many types of people in the world? Sometimes, i hate being clueless & learn the hard way, sometimes i hate to know so much & stress about it. Sometimes, i give up on being good & kind, sometimes i hate being evil & mean. It feels like i'm lost at times, but sometimes, God takes me by the hand & comforts me. There are times, the weight of the world is on my shoulders, at times it just lifted up & never felt so light. It's odd how the world works.
Hmm... sometimes i wonder, i know i'm perfect, no one is perfect. Things don't make sense to me at times. No matter how unfair the world maybe, it really doesn't sound logical to me. Haish, i think in the world, the only people i can trust is my family.Whoever else is not trust-able, even as friends. This is why i hate having friends at times. They always seem to stand by you, but when something happen, they shunt away. It's really my judgment is wrong or i'm really hanging out with wrong people all the time. I think, i don't want any friends if they are like that. D: yes, i am upset about this. It'll be lonely but i guess it's ok since i lived my life w/o much friends too.
I asked my mum, "why are people not trust-able? Why are friends not trust-able?". Then she said, " those are fake friends,put up fronts to act like they are your friends. It's not easy to find a good friend, takes time to find one also.". I pray God bless me with one soon. Someone decent, makes me smile & supports me at times. :D & i know God will bless me with one. HEHE! XDD
Alot of people don't know but i'm quite an emotional person, i get upset easily. Mere words can crush me at times, cos i trust people alot, & they tend to hurt me with words once in a while. I hate myself sometime for being inborn with such emotions. LOL! Oh well, i think i'll get by it & grow from it in the future. :D I'll be sucessful one day & let no one hurt me anymore! HEHE! Cos no one have seen my potential yet LOL! xDDDD
Signing Out, StarDustie.
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Well, i had a bad week. I'm not complaining or anything cause no matter how bad the week can be, i believe God is always with me. Whenever i'm down, i said a little prayer & everything is better. :D So i'm not gonna complain no more. Cos, God's always beside me.
So anyway, this particular week is quite tedious, a lot of commotion going on & a very big setback to me due to my singing but i pray that my voice gets better. So yes, a lot of irritating stuff going on, but hey, out of all this God lifted it all away. & i praise Him for all things good. Hallelujah! Amen.
Miracles this week happened too, i was waiting for a taxi by the road, & i'm running late for me vocals, so i did a little prayer & within 3 mins, a cab just appeared. :D Yay! There is still more miracles, i guess there's too much for me to remember. But still God did a lot of miracles for me & i'm blessed to be walking with Him everyday. :D
So this week apart from listening to my JJ.Lin music, i loaded some BE2T-BEAST, Korean boy band, music into my mp3 & Ipod. It's like musical recharge. I love music, i guess majority does, but music isn't all about just listening, dancing to it and thats it. Music is an art of sound. Every piece is an art that brings visuals to one's head, be it inspirational or mere day-dreaming. One who listens to a song will wonder, what is the mood, what is the singer portraying? I respect music alot, well not those nonsensical ones like heavy metal, practically i don't even know what they are "screaming". No offence to heavy metal listeners. I prefer classicals like "The Entertainer", etc, for rock, only some, Rap for eminem & some black dudes, Pop goes for J-pop,K-pop, Justin Timberlake and some others, for other songs like alternatives & dance, like Ke$ha, Lady GaGa & etc. So yea, i listen to songs depending on mood & swagger. LOL! swagger. Hehs.
I just finished bathing my cous, dogs. Somehow, i always feel happy looking at them and bathing them. Kinda like a blood-adrenaline that just make you super smile LOL! One of the dogs, Isabelle, likes to climb to my thigh when i'm squatting down washing the soap off her & she'll give me a sniff & look for afew seconds before she licks me in the cheek. I notice her tail wagging happily so i feel that it's her way of saying, " thanks for bathing me". Haha! :D For Angel, the other dog, she likes to play with the drain cap & leftover fur on the cap. Haha! But she's easier to handle cos she's smaller in size & less fur. xD Haha, it's like bathing babies, so innocent & stress-free. When you talk to them, they understand. Haha! xD I love dogs, but i didn't have the second chance to keep one. After my dad sent my first dog, Butch , to my uncle, due to some issues, i didn't have the chance to get another dog, cos my family soon develop a nose allergy, sensitive nose. Haha, but it's okay, some day i'll buy myself a puppy & keep it till it's old. Haha!
Kay enough of blogging, i'm gonna go have my lunch HEHE! Yay Food. LOL!! Yum~
Signing out, StarDustie <3
Wishing Everyone A Very Happy WeekEnd & New Week! :D
Labels: Blessed am I with The Lord. Praising Him Always.
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Today i had the most entertaining confrontation session by my advisor. I'd never think about going through all this crap again since yesterday's supposing confidential chat session with my HOD. Lolx, so my advisor got pissed & paranoid with my complains. & well, today in order to save his face, he came into class just as i was leaving and insisted on another debate about what happen. I tried to reject by saying " I don't want to say anymore, let it rest.". But NOOOO Mr.SaveFace wants a final debate to save his face. =.= Pretty lame, He started off saying some crap & blah blah. BUT! The most interesting part is He saying me that I Disrespect him, don't wanna face to face tell him the problem, then go one big round to HOD & complain about him. He even stated that I WAS A SMALL FRY in his Eyes! LOL!! *Laughs* I said," Up to you to say if i'm a small fry." Then he say " ya ya ya." =,= Pfft~ LAME-O!!
I have never seen such a unprofessional, intimidating, thick-skin & childish advisor in my life. LOLx, good one, know not only have you shown your ridiculous defensive side, you prove to me that yes, you are paranoid as hell. I seriously expect more from a educator in this institute. Not have you taint the good name of our institute, you have really shown that being older doesn't mean you are wiser.
If I really am a small fry, mind you, why are you so paranoid about my complain to your superior? *Laughs* i haven't smile so happily in my life. The more you confront me, the more you're losing out. Seriously, quit being such a baby & get on with it. You won't lose your freakin' job neither would you die. So why are you so afraid of nothing? Psst, give me a break sir. Go and do more meaningful stuff then to protect yourself. :D
Take this piece of advice, go and PRAY. Cos MONEY can't remove your sins. & besides in this world, money can't buy you certain stuff. I will let this matter rest, if you love so much to confront me again, fill free to do so. LOlx Cause, i won't freakin' give 2 cents about your deabte. Opps sry it was never even a DEBATE cos there is nothing to win and lose. :D Haha thanks for making me so happy... LOL
HAHAHAHA, Funny old man, Signing Off, StarDusties.
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