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Hmm can't wait for Friday, i think it'll be my 1st time out taking pictures of things that makes life more significant. Nothing much special but i guess, if i never have to chance to courage to try, then I'll never know anything about how it feels.
Blah blah blah, Kay, i think, I'm a bit moody nowadays. Don't know why, but hopefully i can get over with it. Maybe it's because of my depressing voice & some issues in school. School's ... *sigh* forget it... nothing much i want to comment on either. Just not smooth that's all. As for my voice, I'm still depressed over it. Hopefully, i can't take time off and get all this off my chest.
Some lone time by the beach will do good. I love to listen to the calming sounds of waves, gently clashes with the sand~ And of cause the big moon hanging on the sky and billions of stars just starring back at me.
As years flip off from the yearly calender, everyone around me changed. Sometimes, i asked myself, have i changed? No...not really. I stopped... i didn't manage to make any moves. Cause i was afraid, i was lost. I dare not do anything that i used to do. Think twice about every single thing that i do & hides in a secret place of comfort. It's time i move on. Do something else. Enjoy life, in another way.
I used to lead a sporty life, then slowly a life of romance. Now that everything's and end. It's time for me to change my lifestyle. Maybe take art as an option, photography as a hobby and singing as a passion. Time i save some money, get myself a camera and take photos of life, a bike to go around and probably do what i all along really wanna do.
Maybe one day life will take me to another level. Maybe i'll be a famous wildlife photographer or a director of documentaries or a singer or just a normal 9 to 5 office girl. Never knows where life can take you. It's things that i don't think about that happens. If so, I pray that God guides me with one hand to a job that i'll love for the rest of my life.
I think somehow i have already plan on my life's goals:
1) Go Japan.
2) Go Hokkaido
3) Stay In Taiwan For A Few Years.
4) Go America
5) See all the wonders of the world.
6) Go Mongolia
7) Go Russia
8) Go Africa
9) Go Venice
10) Go Macau again.
11) Go HongKong again.
12) Go Taiwan again.
13) Go Amazon
14) Take many pictures of wonderful places like the swiss alps, omega falls, Mississippi river, amazon & so on.
15) Drive in a car from Singapore to Thailand or China.
16) Bring my mum to all this places.
17) Retire by the sea
18) In case i DONGDONGCHIANG!, spread my ashes in the sea
Hmm, this is not all but yea. Maybe one day I'll be a National Geography photographer. Cause I can go around the world & take pictures of things that i admire! Haha anyway, it's not gonna happen anyway. Dreams...
*sigh~* I miss the wide opened sea...lying by the beach admiring the stars above...
Labels: Stepping out again...is my challenge.
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