Prayers...
I do pray. I admit,sometimes i don't. But when i'm really down and lost, i look up to Him & i pray my heart out. Most of the time, i cried. I don't know why i cried either. Maybe because i felt his presence, maybe i'm touched or even guilty & ask Him for forgiveness for my sins.
Deep down, i know He still loves me and is always by my side. But i sometimes, forgets that. :/ as a matter of fact, for that i really apologize. Every time i prayed, i'll stand by the window and look up to the sky. I do it at midnights. I didn't want people to see that i'm praying either. Also, i love to see the stars in the night sky. Warming & just simply welcomes you and bring your mind to ease before i start to pray. God's watching over me, every move i make, every step i take and of cos, every prayer i prayed. He knows and He listens.
My Fav.Cous Luch, told me before that "Pray, He Listens. But He Only Set Miracles For You When The Time Is Right.". Cous, emphasizes on praying alot. When i ask myself questions on facebook, he usually replies me :" Go & Pray! ". Well, I did. I do pray.
Sometimes, i wonder if i pray correctly. I'm afraid i pray the sala thing at times. Thus, my prayer took me about an hour or so to finish. At first it took me a huge step of faith to even open my mouth to pray. Maybe it's because, i feel very "paiseh" to even ask God for something that i don't really deserve. Then kind to think of it, God loves us, and because of His Grace,he forgives us and remembers our sins no more.
So there really came a day, where i prayed a "jiapalang" prayer, a mixture of Chinese, English and Hokkien words. :( Terrible to even blog about this, i feel. But i know he understands. God knows all my wants & needs. He knows me in and out. Every inch of my brain, He knows it all.
God is good. :) And Thank God, He Is Good. LOL! xDD He have answered my Prayers not just once but a few times. Thou they don't come immediately, but they come somehow and when they come, i don't even remember i pray for it. Only after awhile when i really sit down and think about what i prayed, then i realized, my prayers are brought to reality. I was speechless.
I pray that i pray more. Okay, that sentence don't make sense. Well, i pray for alot of things. But the most i put in every prayer, is that " I Pray, That Whom Ever That I've Seen Or Have Set Foot In My Life & Along My Journey, Be Blessed Alot." Even if i don't get bless, i want others to be blessed. Cos' seeing others being blessed, is a blessing to me. It's like seeing others happy, i'm happy too. :]
So God Please Bless Everyone In My Past, Present & Future. Bless Them Many Many! LOLX!
In Jesus Name, I Pray For Blessing, AMEN! :] Hehe!
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